HEllo. I found ou that if you press like f4 or soemthing thern you erase everything that wyou have writtne. I'm using momoko's computert cause I'm in her room. Well, it seems that I'm an asshole, andthat's what I supspected that evryon thougth buyt I dinfd't think that they would tell me, and I 'm glad that they did. Liam is look at me, and he is beqwildered. I just got back from his party, and it was exciting. The cheap wine is msweeter than the expensive wine. LIam is talkting to me and I dont remeber what I was trying to sayt. how odd. he will read this tomroow. he just told me that I typoe wreally w4ll for someone who i sdrunk. being bi-sexual is fun I lost my train of thought. Liam... oh yeah, see the thing is,Liam that I'm not really typiung that well. I'm just running on what ever oinstinct thatI' have regardinhg typeing. like I have made mistakes from my slpoop hand [positons and stuff, But I'm not taking the time to backspace it, aor anythng. Like right there, i put an extra a into the thing that I typed.. well....... what I think is that I need DDR. DDr is hella fun! yesu! I swsith that DDR was in my room. but it';s not becuas it wont come out in the US until like march 26th. crqzy huh? now momoko is talking. I am liastneing to the A tenns. I put them on Momoko's computer. it is awesome.everyone should e-mail email@example.com it is momoko's person that she tlaked to in japanese. They made me turn off the A teens. It's stucks. I really like them. FUCK YOU WHO DOSENS TLIKE THE a TEENS!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!! i HOPE HTAT YOU DIE FROM NOTY LIKINE GHT E a TEENS. i REMEMBER THAT i SAID THAT PEOPLE THOUGHT i WAS A JERK. wELL i AM. HEY, i ALSO THOUGHT ABOUT HOW aDRIAN ALWAYS WANTED TO SEE ME DRUNK, AND NOW HE WILL GET TO.. hEY BOY-O! LOOK AT ME! i'M BEING HONEST LIKE THAT TIME THAT WE WERE IN THE HOT TUB WITH THE OTHER PEOPLE NAKED. THAT EWAS FUN. AND STUFF, THAT i SHOULDNT WRITE ABOUT WHEN i AM DRUNK, BUT NEEDLESS TO SAY, IT WAS PERTYY FUN. AND i HAD ANICE TALK WITH YOU, AND i GOT TO FINALY HEAR YOU SAY STUFF THAT i WAS SUSPECTING BUT NOT SURE ABOUT IT.BHOLFY FUCK!!! qwhewn did I it the caps lock button? man... asorry about that, but that was compyt by accidne.NOw I forgot what I was tlaking bout. yes. well. it was all good. naked hot tub orgys. I tried to get certain members of Wingspread into a hot tub all summer, but everytime Adrian would be like "no, it's not working. blah blah blah" he knoew that I just wanted to go in the hot tuib because last time I was in a hot tub "I got a hand job" as he said. he was right of course. now Gina is far far away. Gina's so hot. man. Why cant I hook up with anyone? oh yeah, it's because people think I'm an asshole. well that'xz fine. I've always thought of that as my karmic punishment for the stuff I do. so it's not really a suprise to me at all or anythjing. I dont really understand why people like me, the peorple who do. maybe it's habbit, or maybe it's ust random strupidness. momoko just laughed alot. I think she was laughing at her firneds who are curled up in her bed. but it's not me. but she0 98po8p=-o89op775ASqz I'll do more later. they are making me go to my room. Gina is nice. Gina.... I found out that some hot guys were gay at the thingy today. there werent any hot girls ther, so I was sad, cause I thougth Iw oudl get to have a hook up. and stuff. Like at the sexcapades, I thought that I would get to hook up, but I didn't. why cant people propsiton me i dnt know what the hell I'm saying. I miss helen, and I miss all my firends. I 've been thjing about updating the Pirates pages, but it's such a hassell, beacause stupid webjump dosent ley you transger both way, you can only do it one way. momoko just informer me that she was worried that I would have sex with Laura. but I wouldnt do that, because it would make things too wierd. where did my soup go
? hey i found my soup, by the way.complauine complaine... blah blah blah. ok i'm running out of steanm. byeb yebye
momoko hatesa me, and I'm nt suprised. uh... Iforgot wat I was going to say. but it's like there is constally a contest of egos and concitedness between us. iyt's silly, and it only happens with momoko. it's annoying. I wonder why. oh well, I guess I've done something to make her hate me. Tahat's not superings,I remember now what I wanted to tell her about why I dont want to lewt people get close to me, and that's becaue I'm stupid and hurt people, and so if you're superficial and not close to me, than I'll stay all nce and stuff, but if you get to know the real me,. than I'm not all nice. and she was so desperate to know the real me. It's just the crap that comes with being me I guess. I dont even remember what I was like in the beginning of the year to make her think anythig of me. then Adiran died, and I cANT REMEMBER ANYTHING BEFORE THAT AND AT SCHOIOL. i JUST REMEMBER THAT WAS TRYTING TO OPEN UP AND FIGURE OUT WHAT i WAS DOING (wow I accidentally put it on italics and capslock.) so then I was letting myself get emotional and then Aaron died, and I just closed up. It sucked Peop[le were making fun of me alot in momoko's room today, and even thought I know that everyone hates my music, and my pokemon, and everything I do, I dontlet it bnother me too much, but I was already feeling all grumpy and shit, and I didn't need to have people ytelling at me about how the A teens suck. Fuck you!!!!!! Cuck you!!!!!!!!! FUck you1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! man. I hope I dont let myself get angry. I'm gonna break something. I need to stay mellow or I'll just flip out and injur someone again. yeah. Louirna wants me to go to her room and say hi,. I think iwll. That scott guy was nice and so was that michale chap. I hope to become better friends with them. momoko is a fuck-head. she can go blow her self. Why the fuck do I need to listen to anylne else!?!?!?! I'm here for myself. that's what eveyone else is here for, it's certainly not for other peol;e. and stuff. everyopne can go fuck them selves. becca is right people suck. I want to just kill everyone like in columbine. well, maybe not like that. if I jkilled people , I would just take a nuke to the whole middle east (isreal and all the annoying people) and bomb them all and then let the afriacans repopulate it. you know what i dont understand? if ythe muyslims are supposed to give charities, why dont they just give one big, huge charity to the palestinies and give them a pice of thier land. but no... blah blah blha I'm a stingy muslim. I dont know. WHy the fuck is momoko alwayts on my case. Jerome didn't know my inner secrets, and we chilled all the time, despide certain people taking an objectional view to him. hrm. It's only 1:45 and it's time to go to sleep... or is it? well. since I have no changes of doing anything even remotly fun now. I fuewss I'll have to go. blah blah blah. Frustration. momoko blah blah blah... this was a stupid night. Stupid stupid stupid~!!!!! stupid!!!!!!!! STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!! look I can do html even when I'm druink. look .... fine dont look. it certainly wont be the first tiem. yeah. I dont care. lets just take the momoko path and tell everyone that I dont care.
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This morning a frantic young Maiden came to my room, and informed me that Napster is shutting down tomorrow. Then she asked if her mp3s would be deleted. I said no. I told her that all that would happen is that she couldnt get more music.
This is the worst song ever!
This song is neat. Parker and Helen were right. It's also neat cause I've seen the show.
Helen and Lauren have similar Icons now. how odd. Also, the flower thing in Becca's picture is teh same as the one in laurne's picture