May 19th, 2002

MM2 ending


b;ah, I don't want to have to deal with my teacher's e-mails. like, I see it there in my inbox, but I don't want to read it, cause I don't know if it's good or bad news. This weekend was neat once I stopped freaking out about stuff, and was like "God will save me, and fix all my problems!" and then I could fall asleep. it was kinda weird, but It's nice to remember I can do that. and then I was able to relax and enjoy myself, and hang out with all the Korean cousins. There are cool pictures and stuff of Everything! I'll show them, and you can be awed at the KP of my weekend!
actually it was really strange and surreal to be there, and imagine my sister getttting married, and my dad didn't recognize Jennifer's mom, his ex-wife. I think the really weird to see pictures of my dad when he was younger, and he looked like people that I go to school with now. I think it's all stange. I can't explain anything. but I want to have a wedding.

oh yeah, I had a few dreams lately that like my mom had another baby, and I took care of it. it's weird. It's like... good cause then I would get to have a sibling that I actually got along with. it would be nice for a change. and alot more stuff and thoughts and feelings that i can't really explain. I want to see my play's videotape. I'm glad melissa videotapped it. I really like her work ethic. and the way she gets things done. I really really really like that. I think that's why we got along so well. cause she's like "we need this" and then she's found/made it, and it's done, and we can move on. like we wanted to video tape it, and she's like I'll try and videotape it. and then she did. and it was good.
  • Current Music
    Elvis Costello - Red Shoes