so we got digital cable today. that was neat. I feel like crap. movies make me depressed, Wheather makes me depressed, not doing anything significant makes me depressed and is enhanced and propelled by the other things, and then realizing I have stuff to do that I should have done like e-mailing my bosses or showering makes me more depressed, and the fact that I just watched tv all day and just thought about how my life is not very special makes me depressed. god, I can't wait for spring so that I don't have to deal with this anymore. blahhhhh.