June 16th, 2005

MM2 ending

please be stronger then you seem instead of a sattelite around m

My mother and kaija went to the Zoo today without me cuz I wanted to be able to sleep in though they were here when I woke up, also I would have had to be back in time for doggie work. I hope they are having a good time.

So...someone I met recently asked me today why dont I have a "GF"? Thats just great as if havent asked myself that before enough, or lately. I replied "beacuse I dont want one?" like thats not an acceptable answer, this was before I told him I like boys and girls. He also asked "do I date?" and to this I could only say not really anymore in some respects. I went back inthe closet a while back.

reasons why I dont have a GF:
*I dont love myself enough right now to love other people in such a way.
*I want the ones I cant have? or do I? how do I know?!
*I need to make out with more boys.
*why should I date someone just to have someone around? thats annoying. ahh!!

Hey man I am just trying to be the best me I can be.
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I feel really stressed out today.
I think it's because my chair is fucking un comfortable, and there's shit all over, and I can't do my job.
I hate that. I can't do my job because of managers. but yeah.... grrr! I need to read more about photography.

I dont know what I need right now. but yeah. I like going to bed at 10. it lets me wake up early.
I am also pissed off that is it overcast.