I'm up at 8:00 today. I was awoken by a phone call. I still don't believe it. it'd become too abstract. I don't know what I'm goona do, I don't know what any of us are going to do. At least Joel is in PA for the weekend so I have the room to myself. plus I have my own computer in the room now, so I odn't have to use his. It's really nice. the room for myself. it's a nice day outside. but I don't want to go outside. I just want to sit in my nice room right now. at least it's clean in here. other people should be awake by noon, unless I wake them up. I want to write a story, but not right now. I don't want to do much right now. but, I feel like I do alot of that. I have some of my japanese comic books here now. That's good.