however silly this may sound, and evn though noone cares, I feel a level of professionalism with regards to my comic. I feel that piro and ian and bob and george's creator are my professional peers, and it's fun to look at their work, and their lives and stuff. I feel like I'm a part of that world. even though not many people read my comic, mostly because I stopped doing it for 2 month without telling anyone, and it's on geocities.

I cant wait to have it anywhere but geocities! in fact, I'm even tempted to just buy good geocities service just so that I can have it online quicker. I've kinda put it on hold until it's somewhere other than geocites. that will make me happy! huzzah!
also, when there is anyother urbanpirates stuff I want to work on putting urbanpirates stuff all online on the same server. maybe during december ravi will be able to work on uranus more. unless that's never actaully gonna happen. which is always a real possibility. but oh well. Making the comic justifies my life, and i feel really bad that it's taken so long to get off geocities. I wish I knew more about php and such, so i could just write it myself instead of relying on my very kind friends. sadly, i cant figure it out until i have a php compliant server so that I can fiddle with it. id ont know. baaa desu.
soon it'll happen. So often I find myself letting other people be in charge of things that dircetly affect me and not them, and then feeling powerless and frusterated. I really hate when i dont have controll over my life. especially during times when I should.


I left my wallet in PAlo alto, so i cant buy anything.