so, I had a good talk with helen tonigh. it mad me happy. really happy. then it made me sad. then i dont remeber what it made me. but I know that I left in a positive/optimistic mood, and know that I dont have that problem to deal with anymore. but I was feeling horney the whole time. that's too bad. for me. and everyone whos missing out on my loving. On an unrelated note, I made CvS2 characters out of a bunch of my friends, and discovered that the Kevin character has the korean MBS attack. it's funny cause there is both mbs and lots of screaming. buh, really have to update cloud.