actually it was really strange and surreal to be there, and imagine my sister getttting married, and my dad didn't recognize Jennifer's mom, his ex-wife. I think the really weird to see pictures of my dad when he was younger, and he looked like people that I go to school with now. I think it's all stange. I can't explain anything. but I want to have a wedding.
oh yeah, I had a few dreams lately that like my mom had another baby, and I took care of it. it's weird. It's like... good cause then I would get to have a sibling that I actually got along with. it would be nice for a change. and alot more stuff and thoughts and feelings that i can't really explain. I want to see my play's videotape. I'm glad melissa videotapped it. I really like her work ethic. and the way she gets things done. I really really really like that. I think that's why we got along so well. cause she's like "we need this" and then she's found/made it, and it's done, and we can move on. like we wanted to video tape it, and she's like I'll try and videotape it. and then she did. and it was good.