There was this girl outside of class, and she almost ran into nick when she was commming out the door. Or course, nick decided it was a good idea to stand right outside of the door, but it was still kinda special. She kinda walked away, but then watched us, but was doing that thing where you pretend you're looking at someone behind the person you're watching. It was pretty entertaining. She was kinda cute, and I just kinda stared at her to see what she would do, cause she was obviously trying not to be seen. It's funny cause I do stuff like that, Except when I do it, I'm not as noticable, and much more stealthy. I like to pretend that she was staring at me, because she found me so alluring, which is quite probbabal, because I looked really good today. I wore the really big legged jeans that I found in the drinking fountain, and then I wore my short sleve workshirt, and my vest over that. Under the shirt, I wore a blue t shirt, so that I could open the top button and have the blue around my collar shown, and have it match the blue of the pants and my shoes. I also wore my arm wrappings on both arms, and it looked really cool! It's funny to watch how people react when I have thoes. You see them kinda looking, and restraining themselves from asking about them, because they think it's rude or something. And it's kinda nice, cause I don't really have an establish answer. Usually I just say I got in a knife fight in the gas station, and people leave it at that, cause they look at me, and assume that's not what happened, and I'm just making stuff up, and I'm not going to say what really happened so they don't ask anymore. But at any rate, it makes me look cool, and tough, and cool, and that's what's important. I didn't wear my tie with the shirt, because I think someone took it, and that makes me sad. I always like to have a juxtaposition between the various styles I've assiliminated together to make my own unique "pirate" style. Like in Freshman year of High school, when I first started wearing shorts and a tweed jacket. Or when I wore the pieces of Martial arts outfits, and carried a huge silver metal suitcase to school instead of a backpack. That gave me nice arm muscles, that have sense atrophed away. It's weird to think that I used to be in shape, and skinny. Olivia said that I was too skinny, and lookng back to pictures I was, but I liked being skinny. It's better than being fat. I'm still not really fat, but I'm not skinny. I have a belly now, and that sucks, cause I used to wear size like 30 waist, and now I wear like 34 and stuff. I could even wear a size 26 in freshmen year of high school, and I was about the same height. I remember how in 7th grade when I went throuhgh my growth spurt, I grew like 8 inches, and stayed at 125 pounds. I just lost my fat, and gained height. It's funny that at 8th grade I was talled than all my friends, and had to shave, and my voice had stopped changing, and the rest of my friends still sounded like little girls. Hahaha. But then I stopped growing, and then started growing, and now all my friends are like 6' something.
I'm still thinking about that girl. Why was she staring at me, really? I mean, I was wearing my contacts, and had my hair in that controlled indie rock/anime style, and I was so hot that I would seriously do myself if I met someone who looked liked me. (ooooo, I wish that were possible!) but yeah� Maybe I intimidated her. I know that I'm pretty aloof looking, and like to pose all tough, and it probably makes people think I'm a jerk who is too cool for everyone, that coupled with how attractive I can make myself when I am trying, must be pretty intimidating. I mean, I know that I don't sit with people in the Dining hall because I think they're too cool to want to sit with me, but I wonder if other people do that when they see me. I don't know, probably. I mean, the like less than 10 people I have found out had crushes on me, I thought were so cool, that they wouldn't even give me the time of day. Can't they see, I'm just a nice sensitve guy? Comeon! Sit with me at the dining halll!!!!!!!!1!!1 and play Street fighter with me, and stuff.
I don't know, Maybe it's just me.
Here are two pictures of me: