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20 January 2003 @ 11:25 pm
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I hate this weather. I feel terrible, and I dont want to do anything. I just want to sit and hide from class. This happens every year about this time, and it's quite inconvienent. but I always really want to do things.

that's until I get to my room. THen I just want to sleep, and play on the interent. I want to read my books, but I need to prepare for the tests and stuff, so I can stop getting bad grades. man. This sucks blah blah blha.
I dont really expect anyone to get anything out of this entry. I'll just mark it up as another entry detailing a point in my life. fuck fuck fuck. hrm... I get really tired of my dreams. It's annoying when I see my dreams and it's like there's direct correlation to other things, and I"m like "I know exactly why I had that dream" cause it's like my "subconcious" talking, but it's really just like "this is what I've been worrying about, and this dream is a concentration of thoes 原因 and events and stuff. I feel like I need to be dependent on other people right now, but there's no one I really should be depending on.

man, I'm already scratching the "s" key's paint off with my nail. I hate that. blah.

I went to Akihabara with Sebation and Marshal. We bought Visor prisoms for Seb, and we got one for Laura. they were like less than $100. and they have the really good japanese dictonary. We might go back and get one for Pak san, cause he could use one. yeah. stupid everything.

気鬱的


まあ。小説を書くよう。
昔々あの村に、ステキでかわいいロボートがいった。そのロボートの名前はチリちゃん。ちりちゃんは昔から、すっと小説の筆者になる夢を持っていた。しかし、チリちゃんが国軍人の作った物のでそんなに和楽的な事をさせられなかった。その風に毎日、チリちゃんの命令は子供を殺すのだった。 チリちゃんの心のなかでその事を嫌うがロボートから殺しざるを得ないだった。
あの日、殺すはず子供と話していた。その子供はすごく勇気があるで軍人を入りたいって言った。チリちゃんの意見で、その子を殺しなければ、彼がチリの変わりに軍人の本部に帰って、チリちゃんが軍人から離れるという考えが出した。二人が成功しって服や武器を交換した。時間を忘れずに、別辞を通じ合った。
チリちゃんの新しい自由について考えていた。軍人の生活は全く終わってきたと想った。チリちゃんの喜びさは何も気にしなかったほど大きかった。その寸秒に勇気がある子供がチリちゃんの旧自動小銃で頭の後ろで撃って殺した。死に目のちょっと前、「この子の襟度について一番目の小説を書くよう」と考え出した。
終わり。
 
 
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karlianson on January 22nd, 2003 10:44 pm (UTC)
Hello...
I found some1 who is finally worth chatting with on LJ, how be u? :D I'm also a huge megaman fan and i own the original from nintendo1-6 as well as Mega Man X,x2,x3,x4,x6 couldnt find 5 yet ::tear:: :(

well neway, id like to chat :D
(Anonymous) on January 24th, 2003 09:44 am (UTC)
hey chris
I got into ICU! hahaha, nice! so sweet. so tight! hahaha!... and I got a visor prism for xmas too, where do i get the nifty kanji dictionary?

-dan