I feel bad. I feel bad because I was at the kick out party for my club last night, and some of the girls asked me what the most important thing for getting a boyfriend was. They waited with excited happy faces, like children at christmas. I felt bad, because I knew that one of the most importnant things (especially in a japanese style, slow build up relationship,) is availibility. Not as in not going out with someone else, but like, having time after school and work to hang out with a boyfriend. and as I said it, all their faces sunk, because they knew that was the one thing that they could never really achieve. So I talked about how that was my experience in America. Then I made up something about how if both people are really busy, or like if they're both really busy together then it could still work, and they got excited again. but I knew that was untrue crap. yeah. it was hard.
Kevin's comic rocks. because I'm basically here by myelf, I"m gonna use this week to 1st: clean my room and do launry 2nd: fix Chojimoji stuff 3rd: restart CMH and/or make a choji moji music video. or both. 4th: read the last ONE PIECE comic. 5th: Read all the Big O comcis. 7th: figure out classes 8th Play pokemon. 9th other.