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20 April 2007 @ 02:02 pm
At work.  
So... I decided to download LJ at work.
Man, I'm bored. It's cold and I'm hella tired, and my boss is in japan, and I don't have anything super pressing to do, and I'm trying to make a table of stuff, but I don't have enought information, plus it's confusing and boring. so... I dont know.
I 'm like, I don't update my journal enough. no one knows what I'm doing in my life.
Well, i work all day mostly in isolation, and then kinda sit at home on the couch until like 8 when other people come home, and then spend 2 hours talking and then go to bed so I can get up at 6. I've seriously lost the ability to interact with other people. I don't understand how a-social I've become. it's like, I just don't say anything to people.
It's kinda annoying that Nathan dosen't read my livejournal. I wish he was interested in things that I am interested in. I want to learn some programming, but I just get so tired of computers. today at lunch I just slept in my car. Fridays suck. I guess.
I bought some $200 headphones. they are bluetooth and big, and like... I don't know if I really need them, but i have them, and maybe I will take them back. I dont know.
Sometimes I think about my life and my forfillment is so up and down. sometimes I am really happy, and so times I am just totally going "what is happening. what am I dooing?
I should like write something, or read a book. hrm...
wwell, that's my update for right now.
Current Location: Cupertino, California
Current Mood: workingworking
Current Music: Avett Brothers
Patrickmcpat on April 21st, 2007 07:02 am (UTC)
I think I'm getting less social also, I'm just going my thing I guess.

It is really strange how up and down I am. One day I will be like, 'wow, being alive is really awsome.' and a few days later I will be thinking, 'Wow, how am I this retraded?' Eh, good times. Are you coming up for PAX with Parker and Ravi and Kevin?